i loved everything about this weekend

i loved the sand slipping trough my fingers, the sun on my face

the kisses from cees, the bare feet all day

the sound of his heartbeat and the sound of the sea.

 

oh texel, i miss you already

the sun and i are going to marry

and you're all invited to come at our wedding party

likey my new leggings from lovelysally!

i've never seen leggings like this before, and they are super soft with beautifull print

o, and the top is from zara.

i spend my day at the park and bought a nice shirt for ceesie

who i will see tomorrow, when we're heading towards texel!

i can't wait and i've got a butterfly-belly.

now i'll give melle an extra big hug and go to sleep

sweet dreams<3!

blote benen blote voeten

ik wil met mijn tenen in de aarde wroeten

terwijl de zon mij beschilderd met zomersproeten
 

oh it's so suddenly sunny!

i can hardly believe that last week i wore my wintercoat and scarf, 

and today i wore bare feet and a jumpsuit! 

 i wanted to take Miss. Bouwman out to eat an icecream

but she wasn't at home, so i biked on to my best friend jolein

we spend our day laying on the trampoline, watching the clouds.

my dad needed his camera a few days, so i couldn't take pictures

instead i took this tiny video of melle and me

and this older look i hadn't posted yet!

(shoes zalando, dress olive clothing, overknees hema, coat zara)

oh and do you remember cees and i went to see the appartment?

it was absolutely lovely and perfect, but we didn't get it, unfortunately.

we decided to do something lovely instead, and now we're going to Texel this weekend!

(Texel is my favourite dutch island)

i always feel guilty when i am going to do something as fun as this

because i find it hard to 'give' myself something like that

but cees tought me to enjoy life, and do such things

so i will!

(and you should too)

about a wob

some pictures of my dear wobbe

(or wobbles, wob, wobbie, wobber, wipwob and so on xd)

the first picture is one of my favourites of her, she was such a cute little sheep hahah xd

at the time we were thinking about getting a dog,
 i was completely into harry potter (already)

so we surfed around the internet, and found a picture of her

first thing i said was 'she has a harry potter scar!' 

(read: the wrinkly stripe of white on her head xd)

it's silly of me never to write about her, cause if there's something ín my life, it's wobbe.

when i got ill (not the e.d) i was only 12/13 years old

and i've been alone at our house for years. 
I don't think i'd survived it this well without her hahah

oh and the winner from the Romwe give-away
issssssss:  paulafocke@hotmail.de !
yay for you! you'll be contacted soon (:

i might have posted this picture of my older sis and me once before, but i just love it.

yesterday melle and i took the train to cees

she really got used to traveling!

and it's a little holiday for her hahah, because cees room has a carpet in it

which she lóves hahah (makes it easier to run around :p)

 it's super cute, cause only after a hour or so

she totally feels 'the bomb' and jumps around the room. i'll try to tape it!

on monday cees and i will see a appartment we responded to

i'm excited, because it would be great if we could get it!

it's in the centre of the city, nearby everything usefull

i'll just keep my fingers crossed!

thanks for all your ideas lovely readers!

it especially was lovely to hear so many people wanting more about wobbe.

it's funny, cause just today i thought about that

that i've nearly ever show her on my blog

and she's such a big part of my life hahah

she's my all time friend, i'll try to take a video of her 

'morning ritual' hahah.

this is what i'm wearing today (:

see it here on lookbook!

the blouse is from Olive Clothing

the skirt from zara, the shoes from causewaymall and the stockings from h&m!

and i was wondering (again) what you'd like to see on my blog

If you have any ideas, preferences, anything, let me know!

who has a lovely song for me? 

here are some for you

and here here here here and here
gee, here is a strange word when you write it a few times.

aw my cute mellie, look at that little nose and closed eyes<3

this stunning lace dress is from Sheinside

i found the floral dress underneath on a french market

the shoes are from zalando and the glasses secondhand

see it on lookbook!

today it finally was sunny again

my mom got home from her holidays

so i went outside with  my dearest wobbe (who to pick some flowers for her.

she likes cow parsley, a strange flower. but she loves it, so okay (:

but my favourite flower is the forget-me-not flower.

i'll eat an apple from fiona.

"i'm sentimental, so i walk in the rain

i've got some habits even i can't explain

i go to the corner, i end up in spain

why try to change me now"

a beautiful lyric sang by fiona apple

i unfortunately can't figure out who originally wrote that though.

 i'm back on the old track, listening to bridget jones

and cuddling melle who's sitting on my belly. 

(dress from InLoveWithFashion

lookbook-koo-kook )

romwe give away

this  is so odd and cool at the same time,

i'm in the korean vogue girl for le bunny bleu!

but however, a giiiive awaaay

this time you can win $80 freebies at romwe, and a pair of sunnies!

to participate, sign up on romwe 
(if you already have an account on romwe, you don't have to)

then leave a comment underneath with the same email adress as you signed up with

follow romwe on twitter and pinterest, and i'll announce the winner on 20th of may!

Birthday at Burgers' Zoo

aw i got happy while editing these pictures from my birthday at burgers' zoo

it really was a lovely day (:

oh i feel so comfy in these clothes!

skirt and blouse are from olive clothing

blazer and socks from zara

shoes from lebunnybleu

and you can find it on lookbook here

further i am reading the third book from the hungergames trilogy

(which my mum and dad gave me for my birthday hihiii)

and melle finally found out how to dig 

before this week, she just patted the ground hahah

it's super sweet and funny to watch

yesterday (the fourth of may) was my birthday

and for the first time in years i didn't mind getting older, wondering if i did the right things,

 but felt proud of the year i've left behind now, and look forward to the next one.

we went to Burgers' Zoo, where i used to go to often when i was younger

together with my family, cees and jolein i had this wonderful day

it felt magical to be in the 'ocean' part, like you see in the picture

the fish with their bright colours (i've even seen nemo and dory hahah)
 swam beautifully above our heads

i've seen tiny birds making huge noises, and got a lot of lovely presents

even though i always say a hug and a kiss will do hahah xd

i'll show you some more pictures another time

now it's sleepy-time, sweet dreams dear readers<3

new look!

hah cees just recieved this cool sweater

and (horrible as i am) i stole it already.

the skirt and socks are from h&m, the shoes from epic store

melle ran all the energy out of her tiny body, and cees is killing me softly.

yay i am officially back home since yesterday(:

and i can say in all honesty i am glad i did these three weeks

and that i'm even happier that they're over hahah

cees is here, the weather is lovely, melle and wobbe are cute,

i'm getting a lot of hugs, it's almost my birthday...

all things together; i'm glad to be back home.

dear thom, he's just one big heart full of love hahah

the funny thing is, he walks fasts when we're going homewards, which means food xd

today i visited the old lady Bouwmans at the elderly home

because she turned 90 today!

and hahaha, i may have thousands of fans for my hair

but Mvr. Bouwmans isn't one of them xd

she always says i should cut it, or do something 'nice' with it 

and often she says it's 'so messy!' and she finds red 'gives me a poor look'

all i can do then is smile xd she's lovely

aww you can probably hardly imagine how much i miss him hahah!

it's terrible, we got so used to be able to see eachother about 5 days a week

that it's almost hard to not see eachother for a few days xd

but allright, just two more nights and then i'll squeeze the air out of his lungs

(i'm a good air-out-of-lungs-squeezer)

but okay, today i met up with a friend and the whole city is getting excited

because tomorrow it's queensday. which means; another excuse to get drunk and party.

my friend went to amsterdam, to do such things while i went back home, looking forward to read my book.

you know, i feel like because of facebook and other social media things

it seems like the whole world is partying, every night, all day, the whole week.

everyone posts about his or her cool and fun things in life, which creates (in my opinion)

a wrong picture of what life really is like.
and i believe it gets a lot of people insecure, feel like they're missing a lot, and not taking part in life. 

i just noticed myself feeling weird because i seemed to be the only one turning back home that night

instead of going out. 

but secretly i actually enjoyed my book very much.

and now that i've written all this, i don't know what my point exactly is, sorry xd

 i can not wait untill the weather will allow me to wear this outside the door hahah

the top is from h&m, the pants and shoes from zara

and the necklace was once my grandma's

 here you can find it on lookbook

when i got home on friday melle was so happy hahah

it's just adorable how she gets all jumpy as soon as she sees me

she even gets grumpy when i don't pat her the whole time hahah

cees is on vacation in france (lucky bastard! it's about 30 degrees over there!)

and i am reading the second book of the hungergames

which i will continue... right now haha!

sweet dreams<3

oh shitty day,
it's kinda odd how some days seem to last a few hours longer than some others

luckily jolein and mama will come to visit me tonight.

and hopefully my mom will bring me the second book from 'the hungergames'

they're catchy and easy to read, and very exciting!
 

here, a song present for you

another look with a dress from olive clothing
the coat's from h&m and the shoes from causewaymall
yesterday i went horseriding with yonna
and it was just great to feel thom's strong back underneath me
we don't use a saddle nor a bridle, which i think is a good thing.
my sister took some pictures, but i'll show them later.
this is my last week already here at the clinic
it's gone so fast! i'll leave at the first of may.
i'm very happy i won't have to celebrate my birthday at the clinic.
i had to celebrate both my 17'th and 18'th birthday here.
but i am going to make sure i'll never have to go back here!